Today, I am dreaming of white sandy beaches. Parasailing and snorkeling. And swimming with dolphins. I’m dreaming of lounging on a chair (owned by an all-inclusive resort) while sunning myself next to J. I can feel the heat radiating from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. And when the sun is too much, I just pop the umbrella up for a few minutes of shade. My iPad is in my hand as I read book after book. I’m hearing the kids squeal as they run into the water and back to create the moats for their sand castles.